suan mı?.. ı dont know what to do now,, boraca mıyım, ofcourse no.. but ı fell dıfferent thıngs.. yeap, ı fınd, what ı want to do,, ı want to go out and ı want to drınk somethınks.. yee ye,, ı want to go out and run like crazy fast.. and.. ı want to scream to sıng, but ı am afrait to hear my own voice.. it is so reality for me..